current feeling : mixed up.
Hmm. I'm really mixed up. I don't know what to do. I feel helpless. People show no mercy on you even you did something good. Well, I don't think it's good to ya know.. hate people cus they show no mercy but at least, you appreciate them. Show them you're appreciation. Do not ever use them as a toy when you need them and throw them aside when you don't. It hurts their pride. Honestly, whatever decision you made is rubbish. Maybe you can't think straight. Or maybe I just don't deserve it. I don't know. The feeling of wanting to find out something but you can't find out literally tore me apart. I can't decide what decision I should make like, 'to ask or not to ask, to fight for it or not to fight for it'. Been asking myself this question during exams, even this issue runs in my sleep. I can tell that this matters to me a lot, even I don't deserve the right to say anything. Well well, what more can I say? Maybe I shall just keep quiet for not until exam ends. Don't feel like it whenever anyone talks about this matter. kbai.