I'm not sure if I should be happy or not. It's like an internal war with myself fighting over small matters that can be solved without fighting over myself, literally. I've been really confused about myself lately. Is this the pointless battle that I should fight for? perhaps, perhaps..
The first week of school has begun and everything went pretty well except for my results. And some social issues. Well, I've been enjoying myself more in class ever since I've started to picnic with Hazyl everyday in class when ever we have free periods and huiping, liyuen and hueyzhen will eventually tag along and munch the food we bring.
Sigh. Did I mention about how confused I was lately? I guess it's because of the interview thing. It's really annoying when people actually rub it in your face and you can't do much about it. That feeling sucks, really. Oh ya! I also remember there's a day when Bhanu and I went into the prefect room and we saw the loneliness in the room. It's like a desert without camels, cactus and some trees, but now, there's only a huge land filled with sand. No one can see the direction of where the whole board is going. It's about to crash till the core of the earth. Both of us looked around the place and reminiscing all the memories we had in there, the good and bad's.
Love always,
xxxx xxxx